Yep.
I finally uninstalled Facebook from my smartphone. Not because I checked it obsessively- which I didn’t, but because it reminds me that I’m generally unliked. Well, maybe not UNliked, but certainly not liked. I post things occasionally which get no comments or likes. Sometimes (not always), but sometimes it hurts my feelings. Because I am lame. And wildly irrational, because I’m perfectly certain that I barely comment or like other people’s stuff. Just like everything else, I guess, it’s the popularity game, which I fail miserably at.
Blogs are different – I’m just another random person on the interwebs with nothing of real importance to say. Comments are tremendously exciting surprises when they happen, but I never really expect them. I expect them on FB, so I get disappointed.
Trust me- I understand how ridiculous that is on a million levels. But I rarely complain, so let me wallow for a bit.
Oh also, Facebook took up a shit-ton of memory and was always, ALWAYS running in the background.
Oh and also, I am uber hormonal, so hopefully by next week I’ll be back to my hermitty self. After all, I rather like my little hole in the world. I like people, and I like them a lot, but I have never been successful at holding onto them.